I am a devil trying to be an angel

I want to have wings and spread it

I want to touch one’s life

I want to bring joy in every heart

I want to give hope

I want to be the best that i can be

but it will not happen

I am living in a dark place

All i see is brutally

It keeps on killing what’s inside me

I want to run and leave this place

but i keep on coming back

They always hold my hand

and let me fall in the middle of the fly

My heart is totally torn

I am a loser

I want to stop this

If i cannot be an angel

I want to stay with a real angel